Dear Soulmate

I love you. You are my best friend. I love you, because you are my best friend, but that does not mean I am in love with you. You're smart, you're weird. I miss you everyday. Somehow you know me, see me through, and oh.. you never judge me.
 My dearest, amazing Soulmate, you'r under my skin and I don't know how to get rid of you. You're like a mild, but a very persistent disease.
 I don't know what I'm doing. We'r so right for each other. We own each other. So perfect, but we'r too young.
 So stop luring me back into perfection of our togetherness. Because deep down we know we lost it. We hurt each other, never admitted it. We got caught up in a daily madness of our world, and we grew apart. We let the distance dictate its rules.
 The worst part is that I'm not brave enough to tell you this, that's why I'm writing it here. It actually tears me apart, because I love you so much, I don't want to lose you, but I think I already did.

 Love,

 Your whoever-you-want-me-to-be

Dear Society

You are wrong. The very essence of you is wrong. I mean everything: the way the world functions, the way most people see it. We are drowning in injustice. 99%, we are being ripped off, indirectly enslaved and lied to on a.. daily basis? More like... on a lifetime basis. Many people cannot really comprehend what is happening to them, they regard their situation as a norm. But guess what, it is not. Life is not supposed to be miserable. And yet we get screwed over and over by the assholes with power. Lucky are those who realise it. And hey, the world is bound to change. And it will, believe me.


This is how the young heart feels. And believe me, I am not alone. As some great person said, you can crush the flowers but you can't stop the spring.

Love Love

Me

PS. Bitch, if you look at me once again with that face full of pity and say 'oh, you'r still trying to change the world' i'll punch you. or throw a scone at you. or whatever.

Dear World

You must really, really fuckin hate me.

yours,

Me

walking on the thin air

This one last month i learned the real meaning of walking on thin air. So much uncertainty, and having no other option than going with the flow. I lost everything i worked for the previous 3 months, changed the city, and then in a matter of days i gained more that i could think of. and then lost it again. and now i just don't know. it's a matter of days again, whether i make one decision or another.
Lesson? You think you own it, but believe me, sometimes you are powerless against the forces of life..

march'

Dreams come true.
In other people's lives.

half light

I just wanna be some place beautiful, marvel at something breathtaking and listen to Arcade Fire. That's it.

jan 6

I don't feel miserable or angry. I don't feel good or bad. I feel nothing.

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mistakes like that don't go unpunished, there's a price you pay. enjoy !
i'mm all you made of me.