walking on the thin air

This one last month i learned the real meaning of walking on thin air. So much uncertainty, and having no other option than going with the flow. I lost everything i worked for the previous 3 months, changed the city, and then in a matter of days i gained more that i could think of. and then lost it again. and now i just don't know. it's a matter of days again, whether i make one decision or another.
Lesson? You think you own it, but believe me, sometimes you are powerless against the forces of life..