Monday, 23 May 2011

ceremonial knocks

three men in one day, with their affection and appreciation, all of them i still respect, but dont want to have them close ever again anymore. but this is nice. and sad. him feel, him love, him try, but im not there. i dont feel it. gaps. in my heart.beat.


im not hanging anymore. i got myself hung. this is it. i've buried my pride, i've buried my key.

it feels like life has been cheating on me. kicking my heart around like a freakin ball, in the never-ending match of some game no one really cares about.



'never be good enough for u and for me?'

2 comments:

viv said...

lamiesz i ty serca xlopcom, tylko abidna,ze sama zaczepiasz sie za takich co trudnosci przynosza..;.

princessa said...

mm.. ja naprawde nikogo nie winie w tej sytuacji, tylko okolicznosci glupie.. opowiem